this morning my mom wake me up. saying that i always woke up late, didnt study for this long long holiday. sighh. scolded by her and nagging all around until she went to work. listen those stuff once i wake up, omg~ my head gonna blow off soon. for god sake, this is a holiday, for me to relax and rest and have fun, not study, study, study for all the time. is not that i didnt study or what. i got tuition okay. ya, my result is not good, i know. i know i have study to improve my studies. but i just dont have the mood to study la, what to do? force myself study also no use right? those thing just cant go in my mind. dont force me okay, is useless. just leave me alone la? i also want to improve myself okay? if i got the feeling to study i'll go okay? anyway, i'll try to study okay = =" i also want to have good result to show that i can do it (: i'll show you one day! :D now i have the feeling that i want to go back school more than staying at home. :\ i want to go out tomorrow, i just dont have the guts to ask my mom that i want to go out tomorrow man~ sighh.... later she nag me again, omgomg. i'll see how. ):